January 31st - Day 31

Iliad - pages 442-479 (38 pages)

Goal - 4 books 107 pages
Total - 3 books 153 pages
Result - 214 pages to reach goal

Finished through book (chapter) 21, so only have three left! Though I know how it turns out, still, I can't wait to see how it all turns out! :p

I've read it mentioned before by some writer how book 23 is like one of the best things he's ever read, so I'm definitely looking forward to that.

January 30th - Day 30

Iliad - pages 433-441 (9 pages)

Goal - 4 books 70 pages
Total - 3 books 115 pages
Result - 215 pages to reach goal

Back to the Iliad today. Just wow, after Leaves, it feels so much easier to read the Iliad!

Film Challenge Review - Week 3: The Last Emperor



Rating - 4 out of 5 stars


Wow, what a film! You know a film is good when it's approaching three hours and you're still interested. I've seen another Bertolucci film, "The Dreamers", and he definitely has a knack for beautiful films.

The film is so sprawling I don't even really know where to begin. Well, first I'll start by saying this was actually filmed in China, in the Forbidden Palace, and as such, the script is obviously not as truthful as it might have otherwise been since it had to be approved by the Communist Party. But, this is a film that simply overcomes such an obstacle; it's so well-made that though the history may be glossed over in places, it doesn't matter as much since the film is so good. Basically, the beauty of the film triumphs over the restrictions over how truthful it is (although, to give it credit, it seems to be pretty truthful considering the circumstances of filming in Communist China).

The film starts as a young boy, about two or three years old, is somehow picked to be the next emperor. This is never fully explained and I still wonder how he was picked. Regardless, he is taken from his mother, who is happy and sad at the same time, and whisked away to the Forbidden Palace, where he meets the ancient and extravagant Empress just before she dies.

Once she dies, he becomes the Emperor and grows up spoiled and in luxury, getting whatever he wants and commanding everyone. Even as a small child, whatever he says the servants must do.


The Emperor being greeted by his eunuchs


Once he is a teenager, though, he realises some harsh realities. The Forbidden Palace is a city unto itself behind a gigantic wall, and though inside he is called an Emperor and he thought he was emperor of all China, outside the walls, where he is never allowed to go, things are much different.

There is political upheaval and apparently some group has taken over the government. They have left the emperor in power as symbolic only and left him to his Forbidden Palace, basically imprisoned inside it.


The Emperor having some fun with his new wife


So life goes on for him unhappily, having never left the Forbidden Palace since he was first brought there as a baby, and now knowing he's not really in power, so to him, everything inside the palace seems ridiculous. all the customs and traditions everyone is still following as if nothing has changed outside the palace.

Then the Communists take over and a LOT more happens. This is basically the story of his entire life. The film actually begins with him as a man, being arrested in Manchuria and taken to a prison and trying to commit suicide. Then the film goes back in time to show his life.


The Emperor in full regalia after a lot has changed in his world


If you know history, perhaps you will be aware of what all happened during his life. If not though, as I didn't, you will find the twists and turns of his life pretty surprising.

That's a good set-up for anyone interested in watching the film. I don't want to say anymore and spoil the plot.

This is a grand, sprawling epic of a film about one person in extraordinary circumstances unfortunately caught in a changing world, filmed with exquisite beauty. I recommend this film.

Film Challenge Update

It's still going strong! I just haven't posted reviews lately. I like to write descriptive reviews so have put it off for a bit. But the third week I watched "The Last Emperor" and the fourth week I watched "Oliver!" and I already have a film lined up for this week. So shortly I will write some reviews of them! :)

January 29th - Day 29

Goal - 4 books 33 pages
Total - 3 books 106 pages
Result - 187 pages to reach goal

Took another off day. The club selected the February romance selection and it is "Tender is the Night". Cool, that was in my I'd say top three of the ten options so I'm happy.

My plan now is to finish the body of the Iliad first, then the Leaves, then finish the Iliad notes, then I'll go to Tender, then after Tender will be the Lit club February selection whatever it may be.

I guess I'm reading some longer books because my plan was supposed to allow for some random books here and there, lol! Well, technically the Iliad is a random one so I think once February's selections are read I'll have some free time to choose a random one.

January 28th - Day 28

Leaves of Grass, Bantam deathbed edition - pages 92-117, 121-132 (38 pages)

Goal - 3 books 256 pages
Total - 3 books 106 pages
Result - 150 pages to reach goal

Moving right along, but I can definitely tell that the first edition in my opinion is much superior to the deathbed edition. The first edition has a purity to it and a focus (the focus helped by being so short). This edition is more scattershot and if I'd continued in it without going to the first I don't think I'd have liked Leaves of Grass as much.

That said, it's still a great edition and there is much new here that I liked. But I do feel that overall it's a bit bloated. He has taken out the prose preface that really was almost my favourite part of the first edition and now the first part of the book is "Inscriptions", random poems sort of about who the book is for or the why of the book. I think the prose preface is superior to this.

You can't go from 100 pages to 400 without adding a lot, so this edition definitely has much more material than the first. I'm making my way through it, but I have to say, this is my biggest challenge so far, as can be seen from the way my total page count is falling behind my goal a bit. I'm always optimistic though, so I see it as a very good thing I'm reading this; it is difficult but I think so good for me and the poems really can be very inspiring. And as I mentioned previously, I started the year with some difficult works so when the easier ones come into play I hope to catch up!

January 27th - Day 27

Leaves of Grass, 150th Anniversary Edition - pages 200-209 (10 pages)
Leaves of Grass, Bantam deathbed edition - pages 24-35, 74-75, 81-91 (25 pages)

Goal - 3 books 219 pages
Total - 3 books 68 pages
Result - 151 pages to reach goal

Heh, not only is Leaves difficult to read, it's also difficult to count the pages! So I finished the first edition completely and have jumped back to the deathbed and started where I left off. Pages 36-73 is "Song of Myself" which is already in the first edition so I skipped it. I sort of would like to read it again to see any differences, but the beginning looked exactly the same so I figured I can always come back to it another time if I ever want.

Pages 76-80 are "I Sing The Body Electric" which is also in the original. However, this one has obviously been changed so I did sort of read it anyway, but I still didn't count it, not wanting to count repeat readings which that pretty much is.

January 26th - Day 26

Leaves of Grass, 150th Anniversary Edition - pages 198-199 (2 pages)

Goal - 3 books 182 pages
Total - 3 books 33 pages
Result - 149 pages to reach goal

Well, what can I say, I've had a slow few days but it was always to be expected. I never thought I'd go 366 days in a row reading 37 pages exactly a day. The daily number is just a way to know how close I am to a current average. I'm sure there will be other times I take a day or two or even more and not read as much as well, to be made up other days.

That said, it's still going to be a challenge catching up so far! :O Heh, I'm content with it though, I will have some easier books coming up eventually whereas the beginning of this year has been some difficult reads - Black Rain, Iliad and Leaves of Grass.

I'm so close to finishing this edition of Leaves, then I'll be jumping back to the deathbed edition. And also, the Iliad should be finished around Monday so I might jump over to it too to get it finished soon. Although, when I finish the body of the Iliad, there's about a hundred pages of notes that I haven't read yet so I'll be reading those, and I anticipate ordering a "companion" book to the Iliad to read soon.

As far as upcoming books, we have a romance theme for the general book club this month. I'm not a sappy romance fan at all, but if it's a really well-written intelligent romance, the big secret is that I can be a hopeless romantic....if I'm not rolling my eyes at bad writing!

The finalists are Tender is the Night by Fitzgerald and Outlander by somebody. I wanted to read my own nomination, "I Captured the Castle"....not a strict romance per se but it's about first love. But it didn't get enough votes...bah, it wasn't available as an e-book in the U.S. which stopped some people voting for it!

But the finalists both interest me so I'm glad. Won't be another Black Rain month THANK GOD! I was a little worried that I might have to read a Harlequin romance (one was nominated) or something even worse, which I would have just to see but wouldn't have been too enthused about it.

I loved reading The Great Gatsby so I voted for Tender is the Night in the run-off poll. I don't know much about Outlander except that it's also like sci-fi mixed with historical fiction and romance so sounds kind of odd. It's got high ratings from people on some sites...but you know so does some bad popular muck so you never know. If it's chosen I'll go in hoping for the best, as I always do.

Whichever is the winner, I am looking forward to something a bit lighter than what I've been reading. LOL to call Fitzgerald lighter but against Homer, Hiroshima and 400-page poetry, it definitely is!

January 25th - Day 25

Goal - 3 books 145 pages
Total - 3 books 31 pages
Result - 114 pages to reach goal

Took a day off of reading again. Also, tried out taking a day off of posting to see if maybe I'd prefer posting two days worth every other day. Not sure what I think of it...

Three Down, 47 To Go!



Another one bites the dust... :)

January 24th - Day 24

Leaves of Grass, 150th Anniversary Edition - pages 151-197 (47 pages)

Goal - 3 books 108 pages
Total - 3 books 31 pages
Result - 77 pages to reach goal

Yesterday was an all-reviews day. The last part of the book is mostly reviews of Leaves from when it first came out. I finished them all though, and now only have a few pages left of that book which is a letter or two between Whitman and another famous poet of the day who admired him, Emerson.

It was actually kind of fun reading the reviews. Some were fair and balanced and sort of in puzzled amazement at this new kind of work.

Some were hilariously his own ghost-written self-reviews, written as if he were an unbiased reviewer. What is so funny about them is he doesn't bother hiding his writing style; the reviews are written as if they're an extension of the book, lol, just so obvious. I have to wonder if people immediately knew he might've written them or not. I know from reading later reviews from England, where he'd sent reviewers copies of the book with his self-reviews as if they were objective reviews, that some of the English reviewers mentioned the fact and either acted naively surprised at such an overwhelmingly positive reaction to his work or actually seemed a bit suspicious, without outright saying it. So I have to think at least some people were smart enough to be suspicious of his obvious self-reviews.

(By the way, at this point, it's also interesting to note that when he first printed the book, he sent no reviewers copies of the book as many reviewers noted which was very unusual, and many reviewers said that he'd made it known that his work, instead of being advertised normally, would just be accepted or not as people saw fit and that Whitman didn't care one way or the other. So it's interesting that in less than a year, he was sending out copies to reviewers in England with self-reviews attached, lol.)

Some reviews near the end of the book were scathing attacks on it, and those were the funniest. Because these were the ones most offended by its sexual content. I've always thought extreme social conservatives of our day were funny, and it's interesting to see that they exist with almost exactly the same type of silly objections then as they do now. Basically, some reviewers said the work should be outlawed so that it doesn't decay and destroy the social fabric of modest civilisation that has been around thousands of years. Sound familiar to anything nowadays?

One reviewer even went as far as to say that Whitman deserves whipping and execution! I am not kidding!

Another obsesses over the fact that Whitman also likes animals. During Leaves, Whitman sees everything, not just animals, but at points talks about them innocently, just like he imagines being other people, he also imagines living as an animal. Well, this reviewer goes on a tangent about bestiality and such and it's just utterly ridiculous and I can't believe that a literary publication printed that.

Here's an example from one silly scathing review:

"Walt Whitman libels the highest type of humanity, and calls his free speech the true utterance of a man; we, who may have been misdirected by civilisation, call it the expression of a beast."

Pace/Length

Well, some may notice that the last few days my entries have been shorter.

It's on purpose. I'm enjoying writing them, and though at first I thought I might not even write every day, I find that it helps and is pretty enjoyable.

But, it can be a bit of a task to do every single day, as I'm finding out only weeks into it. So I'm purposely cutting back a bit on length to pace myself better and see how it goes. I'm just trying it out...I may stay shorter, I may go back longer, or I may just go with whatever I feel like on a day.

January 23rd - Day 23

Leaves of Grass, 150th Anniversary Edition - pages 107-131, 136-150 (40 pages)

Goal - 3 books 71 pages
Total - 2 books 244 pages
Result - 87 pages to reach goal


Movin' on up, slowly, slowly. Read an afterward to Leaves and now am onto the reviews published of the new work in 1855, some of which were ghost-written by Whitman himself, lol. I have to say though, I was expecting them to be sillily prudish and negative but am finding the non-Whitman ones so far to be actually quite objective and some funny. Most are admitting that he's a fascinating new writer with flourishes of beauty and grand ideas. Predictably, some object to his riskier passages.


January 22nd - Day 22

Leaves of Grass, 150th Anniversary Edition - pages 64-106 (43 pages)

Goal - 3 books 34 pages
Total - 2 books 204 pages
Result - 90 pages to reach goal


Wow, I actually finished the main body of Leaves of Grass! The first poem "Song of Myself" is very long, but after that they're all shorter. In fact, I'd say the preface plus the first poem is longer than all the other poems combined. But I'm only halfway done with the book because there is an afterward, notes and other things to read in it now.

I have already read a few pages of the afterward, and wow, I feel like I'm a speedreader now! Seriously, going from poetry to normal text, I just started zooming comparatively.

Leaves was really a great book. In parts it can kind of go on and on, and some of the smaller later poems seem unnecessary (such as, there's one about King George's skeletal remains coming to America...) but the overall idea is fantastic. I love the joy of spirit that he espouses.

January 21st - Day 21

Leaves of Grass, 150th Anniversary Edition - pages 53-63 (11 pages)

Goal - 2 books 257 pages
Total - 2 books 161 pages
Result - 96 pages to reach goal


Well, what can I say? I slowed down a bit....reading poetry is hard work! The upside is that I'm really liking Whitman but it's just slow going as my brain has to process it all and not miss stuff or zone out while reading.

January 20th - Day 20

Leaves of Grass, 150th Anniversary edition - pages 15-52 (38 pages)

Goal - 2 books 220 pages
Total - 2 books 150 pages
Result - 70 pages to reach goal


Finally getting into the meat of Leaves of Grass. I made it one more page than my goal for the day so still slowly, slowly catching up.

The first edition is so much better in the beginning. Although, I only read a few pages of the deathbed edition so it could get better quickly.

The first edition though begins with a long preface in prose by Whitman. It's poetical but not a poem. At first it's hard to get into but once I got into the rhythm of it the pace picked up a bit. I've said it in an earlier post but it still holds true - I'm always slower in the beginning when getting used to a new book! The preface has some great quotes, such as:

This is what you shall do: Love the earth and sun and the animals, despise riches, give alms to every one that asks, stand up for the stupid and crazy, devote your income and labor to others, hate tyrants, argue not concerning God, have patience and indulgence toward the people, take off your hat to nothing known or unknown or to any man or number of men, go freely with powerful uneducated persons and with the young and with the mothers of families, read these leaves in the open air every season of every year of your life, re-examine all you have been told at school or church or in any book, dismiss whatever insults your own soul; and your very flesh shall be a great poem and have the richest fluency not only in its words but in the silent lines of its lips and face and between the lashes of your eyes and in every motion and joint of your body…
Well that's a sort of a list of how he thinks one should live, but I like the idea of it. Basically I'm getting the idea that the book is arguing for a life of loving nature and enjoying all the pleasures of life and that he embraces everything good and bad, and in the end we're all like leaves of grass, in fact we all are leaves of grass as our bodies decompose and feed the grass.

I finished the preface and am onto the first poem "Song of Myself". It's long and I haven't finished it yet. I don't know but it must be by far the longest poem in this version since this version is only supposed to be about 100 pages and I'm already around page 50.

The poem is sort of just free thought thinking through the whole of the world and his philosophy on living in the moment and being happy. He compares his opinion on things favourably to the country of America. I think that was rather unnecessary to give such glowing reviews to one country like that, but he must love it. His scope is so grand I think he does a bit of disservice by talking at length about America in particular.

I've never been a huge fan of artists touting a country though. Now, things inside a country, fine. Physical features, geography, etc. But a country which is just a construction made by humans, just seems unnecessary for art. But I don't have strong feelings on it, it's just not my preference.

Anyway, the stream of consciousness writing is a bit hard to keep up with and I need to read slower than usual but I'm making my way through it. I want to catch up those extra 70 pages, but I might not do it with Leaves of Grass as it's hard enough getting through 37 pages a day of it!

The text is very forward for its day, that's for sure! I'm amazed he talks so openly about subjects such as masturbation and sex and the smell of his armpits and such, and, heh, I don't know if he meant it the same way we now would take it, but he calls himself "wellhung". Ha!

January 19th - Day 19

Iliad - pages 397-432 (36 pages)
Leaves of Grass, 150th Anniversary - pages 11-14 (4 pages)

Goal - 2 books 183 pages
Total - 2 books 112 pages
Result - 71 pages to reach goal

I found I'd made a slight error a few days ago in my goal totals so fixed that today, and it helped me by a few pages.

I've now finished through book 18 of the Iliad, which is our stopping point until next week, so I'm good to go on that. And then next week will be the final week.

And it's getting good! Though I liked it up to this point, when Patroklos goes into battle, things really heat up. He dies, the beloved companion of Achilleus (was it sexual? who knows) and Achilleus mourns him then decides to go into battle to kill the killer of Patroklos even though he knows he himself will die, as he'd already been told by his mother an immortal that if he fought there he'd die there but if he went home without fighting he'd live to be an old man.

And so that's where I'm at.

So then I turned to Leaves of Grass again and as mentioned have decided on a different course of reading the shorter first edition first. This one begins with a preface by Whitman, so all I've read so far is a few pages of the preface. Well, until tomorrow, adieu!

January 18th - Day 18

Iliad - pages 354-396 (43 pages)

Goal - 2 books 150 pages
Total - 2 books 72 pages
Result - 78 pages to reach goal


Woohoo, celebrate the small victories! I read a little more than my daily goal yesterday so slowly catching up.

Today I will talk about the violence in the Iliad. It's intense! These people back then, they were direct, they were funny, they were all about honour, they were wishy-washy (gods always changing their minds, the mortal men keep getting scared and running away then going back into battle over and over) and they definitely loved a good description of a brutal death. There's probably been more than a hundred gruesome descriptions so far. Some involved eyes falling out and such, but here's what I think is the most gruesome one so far:

Idomeneus stabbed Erymas in the mouth with the pitiless
bronze, so that the brazen spearhead smashed its way clean through
below the brain in an upward stroke, and the white bones splintered,
and the teeth were shaken out with the stroke and both eyes filled up
with blood, and gaping he blew a spray of blood through the nostrils
and through his mouth, and death in a dark mist closed in about him.

Yuck! It's funny, sometimes we think of some modern society entertainment (action movies, video games, etc.) as ultraviolent. But really, it seems to have always had a place in societies judging by this.

Two down, 48 to go!


I've gotten two book-lengths done now (two sets of 260 pages)! Still just the beginning, but it feels good; still on track!

January 17th - Day 17

Iliad - pages 320-353 (34 pages)

Goal - 2 books 113 pages
Total - 2 books 29 pages
Result - 84 pages to reach goal


These Iliad people still cracking me up. Have you ever seen the film "It's a Mad, Mad, Mad, Mad World"? Imagine that absurdity and craziness of that set in Ancient Greece focusing on a major battle and the Gods watching it.

It's the gods that are the absurd/crazy part. They go back and forth, they intervene then decide to let it be then decide to intervene again. They argue with each other, lie to each other, backstab each other, and then do it all again.

For instance, just recently Zeus had ordered the gods to stop intervening and just let what happens, happen. So they all go back up to Olympos and wait it out. But of course Hera gets itchy feet and can't wait any longer, so devises a plan to seduce Zeus and make him go to sleep so that Poseidon can openly help the Achaians. So first she has to get help from Aphrodite and lies to her, telling her she needs seduction help so that she can visit distant god relatives in the Ocean who're having a marital squabble and so she can intervene and fix it. Aphrodite believes her and gives her her seduction belt.

Then Hera goes to Sleep, a god, and tries to get him to put Zeus into a slumber after she's seduced him. He won't at first, telling her how he helped her do that once before when she was plotting something in another story, and Zeus almost destroyed him if he hadn't went running to the goddess Night and hidden behind her. But she convinces him by promising him some other minor goddess as a wife for his troubles that he's had a crush on, so he agrees.

So the plan works and Zeus falls asleep and Poseidon helps the war. Then when Zeus wakes up he's mad and calls Hera the "hopeless one" who's always deceiving him. But then she plays dumb and says it wasn't her, that Poseidon did it on his own, so he forgives her and tells her to go get Apollo and his messenger Iris to come to him so he can send Iris to Poseidon to tell him to stop and for Apollo to help the other side.

So she goes, but then when she gets to the other gods what does she do but go on and on about how Zeus is against them all and wants to destroy them and baits Ares into going back into war by talking about how Zeus let his mortal son be killed during the war. So Ares gets all mad and decides to go into war even if it means Zeus will destroy him. But Athene saves the day by talking sense into him before he goes.

And so it goes. And that's only one part of one chapter! LOL.

January 16th, Day 16

Iliad - pages 304-319 (16 pages)

Goal - 2 books 76 pages
Total - 1 book, 255 pages
Result - 81 pages to reach goal

Not much to say today. Now that Monday had rolled around again, so time for another 6 chapters to read in the Iliad, I went back to it.

As for Leaves of Grass....I'm thinking about also buying the "first" edition which has a 150th edition out, and is much shorter. The actual book is about 100 pages, plus about 150 pages of intros and notes and such. I want it for the notes. I'm thinking my new plan will be to read this one first... then if I feel like it continue with the deathbed edition as well.

Heh, who am I kidding, I know I will. I like to be thorough. To me in a way this is studying for me....I know to most be that's like automatically a shiver-inducing word, "studying", but to me it's like making the sun shine brighter and broadening my horizons.

Also, I think I'm going to buy a study aid for Leaves of Grass. I need all the help I can get! :p I also plan to count all three books as I'm reading them (well, Leaves of Grass the actual text we'll see...depends on if the text is different enough). So, the plan - read the short first version of Leaves with all the accompanying notes and such, as well as reading the study aid along with it, then tackling the 400 pages version.

But that's another day! Today, and tomorrow at least, are the Iliad, which is a surprisingly easy read!

Film Challenge Review - Week 2: Raise the Red Lantern



Rating - 3 out of 5 stars


This is a very good film from China.

It begins with a young headstrong girl in pre-Communist China deciding to become a mistress/wife/concubine. She was in school, but because of her father's death now doesn't have the money to continue. Her only options are this or to go to work.

She decides that this is better than hard work for the rest of her life. She marries an older rich man and moves into his compound or fortress. I'm not sure what you would call it, but it's a sprawling house with many buildings with courtyards all through, something like a small town unto itself behind walls.

She is his "fourth mistress" as they call her, since there are three others there as well. Each mistress has her own "street" branching off from the main "street" or courtyard, with servants quarters and such in the side buildings leading up to the mistress' house/room at the end of her street. It's also interesting to note that apparently this was filmed at a real historic house/compound of this type.

She is different from the other mistresses because she has had schooling and is a bit more independent, and it shows through. Though she knows her role, she's reluctant to "give in" to be a good mistress. She has trouble sleeping with the master (who's never fully shown) and didn't realise just how rigid the customs and traditions and way of life would be there.


Fourth Mistress, the main character


She meets the other mistresses as tradition demands. The first mistress, his actual wife, is old and depressed and has an older son by the master, which is very important in the culture. As the fourth mistress leaves their first meeting the first mistress whispers "such sin, such sin".

The second mistress is a bit younger but still on the older side, very nice and happy and is "on the side" of the fourth mistress and basically just wants everyone to get along. She has a young daughter by the master and is a bit looked down upon because she hasn't provided a son.

The third mistress is a former opera singer who is spoiled and who was the youngest and prettiest and had the run of the house until the fourth mistress shows up, and as such the third mistress doesn't like the fourth mistress and plots against her. Third mistress has a young son by the master and uses the fact that she does have a son to her advantage.


Third mistress, singing a song on the roof


There is a tradition that every day at a certain time, the mistresses must gather in the main courtyard, each besides her "street". At the appointed time, the master's attendant will arrive with a standing red lantern. He will take it and put it in front of the mistress who the master chooses to stay with that night. Then that mistress' street and room (all the mistress' streets and rooms are filled with hanging red lanterns) will be lighted by the lanterns while the other mistresses must leave theirs unlighted until the master chooses them.

Whichever mistress gets the lighted red lantern basically rules the roost, as the servants will obey her before the other mistresses on matters such as the menu for dinner, getting special massages and more.


A mistress' courtyard "street" with the lanterns lit,
the entrance to the mistress' room in the middle at the end


The fourth mistress also has a main servant girl (as does each mistress), but her servant girl dreams of becoming a mistress and is having an affair with the master and is very jealous of the fourth mistress because she herself wanted to be the fourth mistress.

At one point the fourth mistress stumbles across a hidden room on the roofs where she is told not to bother with, but finds out that it is used as a place to hang mistresses of past generations for "indiscretions".

Reading this, you may think the film sounds cut and dried, but oh no, it's not. Yes, it is a bit like a soap opera, what with a cast of females arguing and backstabbing over domestic affairs and such, but it's much more.

There are twists and turns and I can guarantee you that even with the detailed introduction I've written to the story, it develops in a way that one wouldn't expect after watching only the first introductory part of the film.

Also, the camera work is sublime. Almost every shot is painstakingly constructed with pinpoint precision, and I was especially impressed with how almost every shot is filmed directly centre. The symmetry of the shots was astonishing. There is a claustrophobia to the film, as almost the entire film is shot within the grey compound (which really contrasts with the warm red glow the lanterns give off for the "lucky" mistress). I could only imagine what such a director may do with a more sweeping panorama.


The fourth mistress in her room with the lanterns lit,
waiting for the master to come


From the stark beginning to the beautiful final image, it kept me entrenched in the story of these women. Their poor lives are so, well, boring and depressing and confined, but their personalities still shine through and their power struggles are intense. It reminded me of living in a lavish jail.

There are many themes to ponder such as China now, China then, oppressive patriarchy, feminism, independence, etc., etc.

One surprising film it reminds me of is Dangerous Liaisons. The intricate workings of a very detailed and rigid society and the intrigues within it - yes, though very different, they remind me of each other. In its almost sole focus on women it also reminds me of the classic The Women in a slight way, except this film does actually show men in a few minor roles, though besides the similarity of being two very good films that focus almost entirely on women, they are very different from each other.

I'd recommend this to anyone interested in a good, beautiful and historical Chinese film about women that is similar to an unpredictable soap opera but really is so much more.


January 15th, Day 15

Leaves of Grass - pages 11-23 (13 pages)

Goal - 2 books 35 pages
Total - 1 book 239 pages
Result - 56 pages to reach goal

I have met my match in Leaves of Grass. And this one I voted for! This is the January selection for the literary club I'm a part of, the month being poetry. Luckily, the one I voted for this time won, though all the choices were interesting to me in this vote.

I found that there were so many different versions of Leaves of Grass available, as Walt Whitman expanded and revised it numerous times until his death. It went from being about 95 pages to over 400! It seems the two most available though are the first short one and the last longest one.

I went with the longest. Of course it would've been great to go with the shorter one and I considered it, but I would've been annoyed thinking that I'm not reading the final version and wondering what I'm missing. So, from what I've read, though there are many great, great poems there, some are forgettable and skippable. But, I plan to read the whole thing anyway as Whitman meant it as a whole I think. Also, many recommend not reading the whole thing the first time one reads it (it being too much) but I can't help it...it's the selection for the month and I want to be thorough!

So yes, I've given myself a challenge here harder than it necessarily needed to be. Onto the reading!

First was the introduction and this time I did read it, thinking you can't really "spoil" poetry like you can a book's plot. That consisted of ten of the pages I read.

Next was the actual poetry. It started off well enough. Of the first few I particularly liked "In Cabin'd Ships at Sea". Then I got to Eidolons. Oh Lord, what have I got myself into? The poem was only a few pages long and I kept falling asleep trying to read it!

I found that poem very hard to understand so I had to google around about it. First I found an eidolon is actually an ancient Greek idea (funny that since I'm also reading the Iliad!) of a spirit or a copy of oneself, and it's the word that our present "idol" came from. But it can also mean a perfect idea or inspiration, and this seems to be what Whitman is talking about. I'll give you a flavour of the poem, the first stanza:

I met a seer,
Passing the hues and objects of the world,
The fields of art and learning, pleasure, sense,
To glean eidolons.
And continues on in that fashion for many more stanzas, each one ending somehow in "eidolons". Googling, I've found that it's about putting aside science and learning to receive true inspiration, that science can't explain everything, such as eidolons.

Or something like that. I have a hard time making it out myself because the language is confusing, as poetry sometimes is meant to be. I do wonder - was this considered one of his better ones? So far I haven't found any list by anyone of what are considered his "better" or his "lesser" ones so I have no idea.

By the way, the version I ended up buying to read is the "death-bed" edition published by Bantam Classics with the intro by Justin Kaplan. Someone had recommended another "death-bed" edition with annotations but it was only available in Amazon, not on Sony, and I am afraid to "convert" a poetry ebook because I don't want the formatting messed up. So I had to see what was available on Sony.

I really wanted to go with a "150th anniversary" edition because it had lots of ancillary material, but unfortunately it goes with the first much shorter version of the book. The of the rest available on Sony (about seven), most didn't say which version they were, and of the one or two others that did, they said they were the first edition. This was the only one saying it was the "death-bed" edition on Sony, so I was forced to go with it.

It did say though in the Sony reader store website that it comes with notes, which I figured would be something like annotations. Well, it doesn't. It does come with the introduction but I've checked and there are no notes either within the text, before it, or at the end. So that sucks and means more time-consuming googling for me if I have questions.

Well, so be it! It's not the end of the world and luckily the formatting seems very well done for the most part (the table of contents is odd though - it does list each and every poem with a link which is good, but oddly the fonts are all different sizes and such and the different sizes and such don't correlate to anything; they're just random). And it was only $1.99 - a good price for nicely formatted poetry.

So anyway, I only made it a ways past Eidolons yesterday. I have realised that this will probably be my biggest challenge of the entire year - even more so than Ulysses which is on my TBR list for this year (which is the only book I've ever put down before for being too perplexing).

I don't think reading it per se will be the challenging part, but reading it in a way to keep up with my challenge will be the hard part. I already take my time reading, but with this I'll really want to take my time, to such an extent that I know it will be a challenge for the challenge.

Well, what is a challenge but something to be met? I am prepared to give it my best and see what happens!

January 14th - Day 14

Iliad - pages 271-303 (33 pages)

Goal - 1 book 258 pages
Total - 1 book 226 pages
Result - 32 pages to reach goal

I finished through book 12 of the Iliad and stopped there, since with the Iliad reading group we're basically doing 6 books a week. However, the goal was 6 by the 9th so I'm guessing 12 by the 16th, so I only have a day or two before I'll be back reading it again for next week!

It's still going great. Usually when they've mentioned food so far it sounds good. But they did mention one thing that sounded absolutely horrible:

In this the woman like the immortals mixed them a potion
with Pramneian wine, and grated goat's-milk cheese into it
with a bronze grater, and scattered with her hand white barley into it.
When she had got the potion ready, she told them to drink it,
and both when they had drunk it were rid of their thirst's parching

Blech! Wine with grated goat's cheese and barley added to it, and then they drink it? What's so odd is that other mentions of food all sound good and not especially strange, then all the sudden this.

It's also interesting to note how old some phrases are. They've mentioned "razor's edge decision" and "teeth chattering from cold" and "pulling out hair from worry", and I double-checked against other translations to make sure it wasn't just this translator, and I would've never guessed those phrases were so old.

Film Challenge Review - Week 1: Gigi


Rating: 2 out of 5 stars

I watched this film the first week of the year, but because of not being sure about discussing my film challenge on this blog....and other things :P.....I haven't posted a review until now.

I went into Gigi knowing hardly anything about it. You see, I have a to-see film list, and just looking at titles I sometimes have no idea what one is, and to me it's a bit of fun to go into a film that is supposed to be good not knowing much. So when watching films off the list, I'll often get them without looking at the plots of even the cover pictures too much.

Although, I thought I knew what Gigi was about. I thought it was an old Rita Hayworth film from around the 40s, but of course I realised my mistake very soon upon starting it. (I was told by a friend that I was thinking of "Gilda")

The film is actually a 1950s musical set in Paris, and though apparently not controversial in its day, is definitely controversial looked at from a modern-day point of view.

It concerns a girl of about 16 or so living with her grandmother, who it's insinuated used to be a courtesan, as well as the grandmother's more eccentric sister who lives nearby. The grandmother is trying to raise Gigi correctly with school and such (possibly to escape the courtesan fate). The time period I'm not exactly sure, but probably somewhere in the 1800s I suppose?


The grandmother, the rich guy and Gigi


There is a man in his 30s who is extremely rich but bored with life and for some reason is friends with the poor grandmother and with Gigi. Eventually, he realises he loves Gigi and there's talk of her fate of a courtesan if she goes with him and then he dumps her, but in the end all is well and he marries her and they live happily ever after.

Obviously the controversial aspect is a guy in his 30s falling for a girl who is dressed up as if she's even younger than 16 when he's first falling for her.


The lovely couple


I'm not so big on musicals in the first place, and I thought this one was rather unextraordinary. There is one nice song set in a club where all the patrons stop to see who's coming in that's pretty interesting and creative, but the rest are rather boring and pedestrian to me.

The costumes and scenery however were fabulous, and I don't usually even notice the costumes. But these were elaborate and colourful. If you've ever seen My Fair Lady (a much superior old musical) this one was similar with its scene-stealing costumes. And it had lots of real shots of beautiful Paris (which made me annoyed at the shots that weren't real).


Gigi all dolled up


Oh, and speaking of controversial....in the beginning, the narrator, an old man who's the uncle of the rich guy, sings a song called "Thank Heaven For Little Girls". I'm serious! I am just a bit shocked that, though the 1950s were awhile ago and a different time, no one realised how that could sound, especially in a film where a guy falls in love with a teenager.

I'm no prude, and I can totally accept that something like this would easily happen in the 1800s and such...but the way the film tried to sugar-coat everything and present it as wholesome was just odd.


The lovely couple trying to catch flies in their mouths
(just kidding!)


Are you a fan of old musicals? If so, you may like this. If not, skip it.

Review - Black Rain by Masuji Ibuse


Rating: 2 out of 5 stars

My first review!

(If you've been reading my blog, this review will come as no surprise)

Black Rain is a novel about the Hiroshima bombing during WWII. It's a fiction story, but the author did a good amount of research and incorporated much of his research into the story, in such a way that the story almost exists in a realm somewhere between fiction and non-fiction.

The main family is an aunt and uncle and their barely-adult niece. It is never explained so far as I could tell why the niece is living with them (it is even mentioned at one point that her father is still alive...perhaps her mother has died and the father sent her to them?).

They are from a small town well outside Hiroshima city, but they are living in Hiroshima at present for work. The uncle and niece both work at factories, where some people are "drafted" or basically forced to work and cannot quit while the war is going on. I think the uncle wasn't drafted and he's in a nice quasi-managerial position, but he knew the niece could be drafted so he pulled some strings to get her a somewhat cushy job at another factory.

The story actually begins many years after this and many years after the bomb, with the family back living in their small town. The uncle is one of the few survivors of radiation poisoning still alive in the area, while the aunt is relatively OK and the niece seems fine but was exposed to the radiation.

Their position in town is in question. While they are apparently somewhat well off, the uncle can not do any actual work for fear of radiation poisoning killing him. It is known that people with radiation poisoning who work too hard, even only briefly, often get sick fast and die. But this culture is one of hard work and duty, so he is seen as a slacker by some despite knowing his circumstances.

On the other hand, the niece is having no luck in marrying. Though not "really" affected by the radiation, there's a rumour around town that she was closer to the epicenter of the bombing than she really was, which would mean people think she's more likely to be affected by radiation than she really is, which scares away any suitors after the rumours reach them.

A man from another town notices the niece and begins the customary communications, and the family are determined not to mess this up, as it could be the last chance for the niece to marry. But apparently the intermediate has heard something about them being in Hiroshima during the bombing and asks for more information. Wanting to assuage them, the uncle decides to copy out the niece's diary and his diary of the events to show how the niece wasn't nearly as close or exposed to the radiation as he was. Most of the story are these diaries.

I went into the book very hesitant. I didn't really want to read it, but did as part of a book club I'm a member in (and was outvoted on). I found the subject matter unappealing but went in hoping the author's talent would win me over. Unfortunately, it never really did.

I really did give it a chance, time and again. But I found the book to be too grim, and a bit unnecessary, sort of like people who slow down to watch the aftermath of a car wreck. I feel that perhaps many who read this read it for the "car wreck" sensationalism of it, but justify it because it's about an "important" subject.

While the author doesn't revel in the horrors as much as he perhaps could have, he certainly does revel in them a good bit.

There are also problems with the structure of the story. First, the diaries are way too detailed to be believable. We are supposed to believe that these family members keeps novel-like diaries and have photographic memories and an author's artistic touch. I don't buy it.

Plus, the author has apparently taken many real-life accounts of Hiroshima and tried to intertwine them into the story. Taken individually, it's one thing. But trying to fit many of them into one storyline of this family, it comes across as too much and unbelievable. For example, even after surviving the bomb, the uncle ends up having to visit Hiroshima over and over again day after day (and I mean, the very next days after the bombing), purportedly for his company's business of all things. But in reality we know it's a lazy plot device for the author to get the uncle back to Hiroshima again and again so we can see more and more horrors.

I feel like the author decided he wanted to write a story about Hiroshima, collected a bunch of different real stories, then mashed them all up together into this, hoping to make something "important" out of it. Apparently it worked, at least in Japan, for it's apparently very famous and award-winning there. But in my opinion it's not up to par, and I think others give it a pass because of its subject matter and the research and because of the research the realism of many scenes.

I think it'd be better off reading non-fiction accounts if that's what one wants.

Also, there is one plot point I found especially questionable. The main family apparently tries to hide the niece's radiation exposure from others even as they complain about how there are rumours that she was closer than she really was to the bomb. So, let me get this straight, the family doesn't like that the rumours are that the niece was closer to the radiation than she really was, but yet have no problem trying to hide the fact that she was more exposed to radiation than they'd like others to know. They even apparently would be OK hiding that fact to suitors who may marry her and then become widows or have radiation-affected children.

It just seems all very unsavoury to me, particularly because the author paints these as the protagonists who are basically good people and doesn't ever comment that what they are doing is bad; in fact it seems to be insinuated that we should be on their side and agree with what they're doing.

That all said, this book wasn't terrible and I have a feeling I'm being particularly hard on it because I'm not a fan of the subject matter. While the author apparently isn't so good at setting up a good structure to the book (he could've easily made the diaries more realistic or re-worked the plot so that the uncle wasn't traipsing back to Hiroshima again and again), what he was good at was writing some pretty passages, and overall I felt that his words were well-written. I just wish they were used to flesh out a better structure.

If the book sounds at all interesting to you, I'm sure you will probably love it. If it doesn't sound interesting to you, like it didn't to me, I wouldn't recommend bothering with it.

So as not to leave on a bad note, I'll leave you with my favourite passage, which is a repeat from a previous post. The author's best writing was actually about the small town the family was living in years after the war, and rememberances of things way before the war. It's too bad that bomb covered up so much of this story.

Anyway, in this passage, the uncle is remembering a big old gingko tree in the small town that they're from that used to stand by a neighbour's house before it was chopped down for wood for the war effort:

When the frosts came and the gingko tree began to shed its leaves, the roof of Kotaro's house would be transformed into a yellow roof, smothered with dead leaves. Whenever a breeze sprang up, they would pour down from the eaves in a yellow waterfall, and when it eddied they would swirl up into the air - up and up to twice, three times the height of the roof - then descend in yellow whirlpools onto the road up the slope and onto the oak grove.

This always delighted the children. As the wind dropped and the leaves came dancing down, the boys would stretch up their hands to clutch at them, and the girls would catch them in their outspread aprons.

January 13th - Day 13

Iliad - pages 211-270 (60 pages)

Goal - 1 book 221 pages
Total - 1 book 193 pages
Result - 28 pages to reach goal

So much math to keep up with daily, hopefully I'm not making any big mistakes! The Iliad is getting really good now, so much going on. One thing I'm loving about it is how the author chooses which scenes to show you. Sometimes you're right in the middle of the battle, then it will take you out and to the ships, or to Olympos, or to Ilion, or wherever.

I haven't read too much on Homer yet (I will read a little after I'm done with the book) but I think I've heard that there's debate as to whether it was one person or several who wrote this. It's interesting to think about....were the different sorts of scenes deliberate, decided by one author, or were they the result of many different writers chipping in?

L O L - Just realised something

I don't know how I didn't realise this while doing the post on book length a few days ago, but not counting those "extra" pages, Black Rain is exactly the length of one "book"!

How odd is it that the first actual book I finish is the exact length, not even over or under a single page, of the length I've chosen to use as my average "book"?

Too cool!

January 12th - Day 12

Goal - 1 book 184 pages
Total - 1 book 133 pages
Result - 51 pages to reach goal

"And on the 12th day, rest."


OK, first of all, those are NOT my feet! Second, I know the original says seventh day, but seven or twelve, what's a few days difference? ;)

So, today was a rest day, so I'll have some catching up to do. So be it. I plan to hit that Iliad back with a vengeance soon, it's getting juicy now.

Book review and first film review will be up tomorrow, for sure. Well, that's it. I hope any of you reading are enjoying a good rest at some point this new year already too. I've now had a rest...and it was good!

January 11th - Day 11

Iliad - pages 195-210 (16 pages)

Goal - 1 book 147 pages
Total 1 book 133 pages
Result - 14 pages to reach goal

Back to the Iliad today. Honestly I was a little nervous going back in; I knew I liked it but going back to it I was thinking it may be hard to get back into, but it wasn't! A few pages in and I was right back in the middle of the action.

Didn't read too much today but still near my goal. Any day I go behind like this I plan to make it up the next day. It'd be great if soon enough I could get far enough ahead where I didn't have to worry about reading less some days!

Iliad started great, got a little slow with all the names and stuff in book 2 but slowly got better again after that. Here in Book 7 and 8, they've finally stopped battle to have a rest and then clear away all the dead bodies.

Well, that's about all I've got for today. I'm still planning to get the reviews up sometime soon, and also yes, eventually get around to fixing the site up a bit.

Book Length

Well, I've come into an unexpected sticky situation counting pages. Once a book is finished, do I count the total number of pages the book tells me, or the actual pages read? For instance, Black Rain. My e-reader counts it as 268 pages, but as I count along daily to how many pages I've read, it's actually 260 (two pages at the end for publishing info and notes, six at the beginning for title page, publishing notes and table of contents).

I didn't really mean to be so exact as to worry about something like that, but I suppose it's better to decide now. I would just count them all to make it simpler, but somehow it doesn't seem right, especially once I finish a book and all the sudden find myself eight pages ahead of where I thought I was (adding those eight pages in that aren't actually "readable"). And suppose other books have much longer sections like that?

No, I suppose it's better not to count them. Oh well. So be warned, if you see a book's page number count I mention and you get the book and find it's different and has more actual pages than I said, now you'll know why!

January 10th - Day 10

Black Rain - pages 243-266, 7-10 (translator's preface) (28 page read)

Goal - 1 book 110 pages
Total - 1 book 117 pages
Result - 7 pages ahead of goal

Finished Black Rain yesterday, and also read the preface at the beginning. I usually wait until the end to read any prefaces or introductions. Personally, I'm mystified why they're called "introductions" or "prefaces", yet so often end up spoiling most of the book. Ridiculous! So I think of them as sort of an epilogue or essay to be read once the story is finished.

Sometimes they turn out not to be spoilerish and helpful to read pre-story, but one can never tell beforehand what kind of preface it is to be, so unless I'm aware of the plot points of the story already, I generally will skip the intros to be on the safe side.

So, to the ending of the story, mostly as I expected, except for one point, which if you read my spoiler yesterday and have read the book then you will know what. Overall it's a vague ending which I liked. Not enough to pull me around to loving the story or anything, but appropriate nevertheless.

This brings me to a decision - should I post the review in the daily posts of a book once it's finished or offer a separate post to give a comprehensive review? I mean, don't expect comprehensive to mean pages of in-depth review; I only mean a simple post solely focused to how the book was as a whole. Yes, I think I'll try that so it will be easier later on to find a post summing up my thoughts on any particular book.

By the way, I think I am going to do the film thing in here too. A bit of a mash-up of challenges, but why not? It's my blog after all! I already watched the first film Saturday to get it in during the first calendar week, so I'll get a review of it up soon. Can you guess what it is? I'll give you a hint - 1950s, set in France, costumes oh la la, bright and light and full of music, somewhat controversial storyline as I found while watching it. That should be enough! The answer with review will be up either today or tomorrow, along with a Black Rain review first. Well, a tout a l'heure!

January 9th, Day 9


Black Rain - pages 179-242 (64 pages read)

Goal - 1 book 73 pages
Total read - 1 book 89 pages
Result - 17 pages ahead of goal!


Caught up to my goal again and am near the end of Black Rain now (thank God). Now that I am nearing the end, I've softened a bit on the book. It is still just as I thought it would be, but, you know, life's too short to spend too much time criticising something like this. It's not a terrible book, and I'm sure many would say it's great.

Though I think I know how the story will wrap up, I'll wait until I'm finished to give an opinion/review of the entire work. FYI, I'll put it in a spoiler tag, but here's what I think will happen:

Spoiler:
It seems grim for Yasuko as she has developed a bad case of radiation sickness, has lost her front teeth and has sores all over, extreme pain and is losing hair, very gruesome. But uncle Shigematsu has found a case where a very bad sufferer of radiation sickness, who was very close to the blast center and almost everyone gave up hope for, miraculously survived. I thought at first young Yasuko was a goner, especially with her losing her teeth, but because of the survivor's story, I think she'll survive as well to give a hopeful ending to the book. But she's so sick that it could go either way..

Day 8, January 8th

Black Rain - pages 163-178 (15 pages)

Grand total - 1 book 25 pages read / 1 book 36 pages goal


Heh, not so much of a banner day on the 8th. I suppose I rested on my laurels a bit. I did spend some extra time on some notes I made on the book though, just some vocab to remember and place names I wanted to google and such. I tend to take a lot of notes which yes makes things a bit slower but that's OK. I'm just a very curious person so there's always a million things in books that I want to either remember or investigate.

As for what I read yesterday, well, the rain is still black!

Mayan End Times To Conflict With My Challenge, But Crisis Narrowly Averted...Whew




As we all know, the world will be ending on December 21st, 2012, and unfortunately I forgot to factor that into my timetable for my challenge.

However, I rejiggered my calculations a bit and if I stay at the same pace and throw in some extra pages here and there, I will hopefully be able to reach my goal just before the world ends. Luckily the end of the world is happening at the end of the year so those extra ten days worth of reading I would've had can simply be spread over the rest of the year.

Also, my film challenge should be over about a week before the end times, so if everything goes well, I can be happy in the knowledge that I completed both challenges while the fire is raining down upon us. :)



One down, only 49 to go!


I may not have finished any particular actual book yet, but between the books I'm reading I've reached 260 pages, my first "book"!

Day 7

Black Rain - pages 94-162 (69 pages)
Grand total - 1 book and 10 pages read / 0 books and 259 pages goal

Banner day! :D

Not only did I read the most per day so far, I've now caught up to my goal and surpassed it!

Black Rain is still....going. I am happy that I'm now closer to the end than the beginning. I feel a bit bad being so hard on it, but instead of surprising me, it just keeps doing what I think it's going to do over and over, which is focus almost exclusively on putting the family in yet another situation again and again that puts them in the middle of the horribleness.

This last reading, the uncle, while hurt himself, was enlisted by the factory manager (who apparently is fine but can do nothing but give stupid orders), to act as a priest for all the refugees dying at the factory before they burn the bodies.

Then, while still officiating as priest, the manager enlists the uncle Shigematsu to go back into Hiroshima, despite his wounds and ordeal, to deal with a coal situation. Ridiculous. I know it's a different time and culture, but I don't know, it just seems beyond the borders of the real. That someone who was in the bomb and hurt and manages to make it out to a slightly farther-out factory that he works for as refuge, and then being enlisted to act as a priest and being told again and again to go into Hiroshima for business is just too much in my opinion.

And when he goes into Hiroshima, it's to find stench, bodies all over with maggots, etc., etc., very hazardous conditions even if they didn't know about the radiation yet. Maybe that's what really happened but it just seems beyond senseless to me. Businesses like the town hall, which was almost completely blown away and burned down, and a military clothing company branch, would really stay open in the middle of the devastation and most everything around being destroyed and fires and bodies and unsanitary conditions everywhere around? They wouldn't move to a different location outside the city and leave a notice on their buildings (or ruins)? Just seems absurd. But of course, in reality many absurd things have happened in history.

I suppose the way to put it is, I don't trust the author. I don't feel that he's good enough to trust that the way he presents things are realistic. The gruesomeness and details of the bomb, yes. I think he did extensive research for that. But the plotlines of the story, just don't ring true. They seem as if he heard somewhat similar, but real, stories, and forced them altogether into this unrealistic story.

As it is, I left off where the manager has ordered the uncle back to Hiroshima, again to try again at securing some coal from a business in Hiroshima.

While I'm being very harsh on this book, I'm not usually so harsh. I usually enjoy most books I read. It's actually somewhat rare I'm so harsh. It just happened to be one of the first of the year because of the book club vote.

And I don't completely hate the book. While I was originally dreading the long and drawn out details of living with radiation poisoning for years and years, that part of the story is thus far very short and only serves as a framework for the journal entries detailing the days of the bomb and just after. The "present" story years later that I was dreading is actually turning out to be the better part.

Here's one passage I especially liked. Old Shigematsu is remembering a tree by a neighbour's house that was torn down for the war effort, and how the kids liked it:

When the frosts came and the gingko tree began to shed its leaves, the roof of Kotaro's house would be transformed into a yellow roof, smothered with dead leaves. Whenever a breeze sprang up, they would pour down from the eaves in a yellow waterfall, and when it eddied they would swirl up into the air - up and up to twice, three times the height of the roof - then descend in yellow whirlpools onto the road up the slope and onto the oak grove.

This always delighted the children. As the wind dropped and the leaves came dancing down, the boys would stretch up their hands to clutch at them, and the girls would catch them in their outspread aprons.

Lovely little passage, and there's more like it sprinkled throughout the story, but unfortunately rather rarely.

To Include Film Or Not To Include Film, That Is The Question

I have a correlating goal to film this year. I have a TBW (to be watched) film list of supposedly some of the best classic films, foreign films and award-winning films ever. Some are newer but most are older.

My goal is to watch 50 over the year, or basically one a week with two weeks to spare. My TBW list is a little over a hundred, so that would winnow it in half.

Should I discuss the films I watch for that goal in this blog as well? Or just stick to the reading challenge? I'm going to watch the first film tonight, so we'll see. Chime in if you have an opinion! (though, so far I have no comments at all, so not sure if this is my own private paradise (or my own private Idaho! :p ).

Still Going To Get Around To Sprucing These Digs Up

Well, I've been so busy reading and with other things, I've left the site as-is so far, but improvements are eventually on the way! Hopefully within a few days, but I think at most a week.

Just want to customise the set-up and maybe some colours and a pic of my choosing and such. Personalise it a bit!

Need Some Self-Composed Synthesised Music To Accompany Your Reading?

Well, then I have the perfect answer for you!

I came across this on the web and it's a bit addicting. I tried to somehow like copy it over here or something but it won't work (I'm not that technical), so I'll have to settle for leaving you guys a link:


Enjoy!

Day 6

Black Rain - pages 65-93 (29 pages read)
Grand total - 201 pages read/222 pages goal

Well, Black Rain again. It only manages to get more and more grim and depressing. And graphic. Not content to give us a taste of what people went through after the bomb, he has the main characters almost absurdly trudging into the heart of the aftermath trying to get out.

Maybe it makes sense, I don't know, but from a reading point of view, it doesn't sound right. First the uncle and niece are both outside the main area, though the uncle gets partly caught in it. Yet they both make their way home closer to the heart of it, which I suppose makes sense wanting to find your family. But once they're all reunited, they eventually decide to make their way to a factory associated with the uncle, and go pretty much straight through the heart of the disaster, including through heavy smoke and fires, almost getting killed along the way, and passing bodies after bodies after bodies and suffering after suffering after suffering.

So why go through the heart of it? Sure, I don't know Hiroshima's layout (I have looked at a map though to find some points mentioned in the book and I know where they home was supposed to be), but why couldn't they have gone outside the city first, then around? Why trudge right through it? To me, it seems the answer is to give the author a way to go on and on about the horrors found there. So yes, still not enjoying it!

Really, that book club, ugh, I still can't get over that this was the winner when I would've been happy enough with all but two of the nine choices (this and Storm Front). I mean, how did we wind up picking such a depressing, grim, exploitative book?

On a brighter note, I notice I'm getting close to my first "book" read! (260 pages) Yeah!




Day 5

Iliad - pages 173-194 (22)
Black Rain - pages 31-64 (34)
Total today - 56 pages
Grand total - 172 pages read/185 pages goal

Movin' on up! :)

I outdid day 4 by a few pages and am that much closer now to catching up to my accumulated daily goal.

Iliad was still good. Finished book 6, which is our reading group's goal for January 9th, so I'm good there. Black Rain discussion starts on the 20th, so after finishing book 6 of the Iliad, I moved back to Black Rain.

Black Rain is still not going well for me. I know it wasn't the author's intention, but I consider it like those who gawk at a terrible tragedy, all these descriptions he's giving just seem excessive and unnecessary to me.

When it got the the uncle's day on the day of the bomb, that's when it really starts to get graphic. He happened to be closer than the others in his family to the blast and so saw and experienced much more horrors.

I don't know, it's just not appealing to me at all. I'm still hoping it will surprise me, but as of now I think it's almost exploitative. I know many would feel it's good as a reminder of war and a recollection of the exact kinds of things experienced that day and beyond, but I say leave that to nonfiction. This fiction seems too much. To someone like me who already knows so much about it and doesn't need lessons on the horrors of war, it's really unnecessary.

Well, if it continues in this vein you may get to read my unhappy reviews about it for a while more until I finish it! :p

Day 4

Well I'm going through a few title possibilities to get worked out the best way to title these daily reading update posts. I think I like the simpleness of "day x" which will go from day 1 to day 366 (leap year!).

I had a banner day yesterday and made up some ground. 53 pages! (pages 120-172 of the Iliad) Booyah!

So the goal was 148 pages by day 4, and the reality is 116. Not bad! If I keep it up I'll be caught up today or tomorrow or soon.

Still reading the Iliad. It has gotten a bit more difficult. I wasn't expecting it to focus so much on the battle. I still like it as it flits from warrior to warrior, but it's less of a moving story at this point and more of a list of different individual fights in the battle. So you finish one and then it jumps to another, usually about someone you really already know nothing about.

So yes it's a bit more boring in this part. And it's gone on longer than I would've thought. I just hope that this is not what most of the book is! There are little interesting parts scattered in, such as when Aphrodite comes to rescue the one warrior and gets stabbed by Diomedes I think, and then returns to Olympos where she is consoled.

But I liked the beginning where there was a story that moved forward and now it feels like we're bogged down in a slow-moving battle.

I am loving Homer's nature similes. He is quite masterful at it in my opinion. They are so evocative. Here's the very first example I highlighted:

.....
Like the swarms of clustering bees that issue forever
in fresh bursts from the hollow of the stone, and hang like
bunched grapes as they hover beneath the flowers in springtime
fluttering in swarms together this way and that way,
so the many nations of men from the ships and the shelters
along the front of the deep sea beach marched in order
.....

So you get this vivid image of swarms of bees in nature, but not mean, just hovering around flowers in the springtime, fluttering here and there. And to this he compares the various army companies on the beach marching (they are on their way to assembly, not battle at the moment). So you get a very simple panoramic image in your head of many, many warriors on a beach, arranged into different companies, and you see them all from far away, the companies moving this way and that as if they were swarms of bees in the springtime.

Here's another example:

Now through old age these fought no longer, yet were they excellent
speakers still, and clear, as cicadas who through the forest
settle on trees, to issue their delicate voice of singing.
Such were they who sat on the tower, chief men of the Trojans.

This one I love because here are these old, respected advisors in a tower of Ilion, watching the battle below, too old to fight. Yet he describes them so poetically, as if they are these cicadas who after the work of flying (or for the men the work of battle when they were younger) now settle onto trees and sing delicately, as for the old men their job now is to issue forth good advice with their voices.

There are many others, which I've highlighted my favourites and just shared two with you. To me, besides the grand scope of the story and the history of it, the best thing so far about the Iliad are these beautiful nature similes that pop up unexpectedly here and there.

Also, I wonder or perhaps assume that Homer figured that most in his day were familiar with the backgrounds of many of the people and actions in this story. So because of this the story starts in the middle of life, in the middle of war, in the middle of the story basically, and when the story suddenly jumps to different, new characters it speaks of them as if they should already be old acquaintances to us.

After I'm finished with the Iliad, I'll research the history a bit, so for now I am not sure his reasoning for the way he tells his story. Was it because he assumed everyone knew all the relevant details he's left out so didn't need to explain, or was it a stylistic or poetic choice in the way the story unfolds?

Either way, I am impressed by the way the story unfolds. I really like how we slowly learn that the war is all about Helen really, and that's just one example. I wouldn't exactly call it nonlinear, though maybe it is I don't know, but I'd just call it a withholding of information that slowly expands the story for us as we learn more, since it basically starts mid-story.

And for now, I'll leave you with my absolute favourite line of the story so far. These people can be direct in their speaking, but still a few lines here and there catch one off guard. I have to wonder how this came out in other translations, but in the Lattimore it's hilarious; I laughed out loud and kept chuckling about it all day, and still am. It's Helen of Troy, the woman who left her husband and ran away with beautiful Paris, who started this long war. We finally meet her and in this scene Priam the king of Troy (her father-in-law) and Helen and others are watching the battle happening in the field from the tower. Priam doesn't recognise someone on the Achaian side, so, since Helen is from there, asks her to come tell him who it is. Here is Helen's full, long-ish response (to give you an idea of how the funny part just pops out unexpectedly):

"Always to me, beloved father, you are feared and respected;
and I wish bitter death had been what I wanted, when I came hither
following your son, forsaking my chamber, my kinsmen,
my grown child, and the loveliness of girls my own age.
It did not happen that way: and now I am worn with weeping.
This now I will tell you in answer to the question you asked me.
That man is Atreus' son Agamemnon, widely powerful,
at the same time a good king and a strong spearfighter,
once my kinsman, slut that I am. Did this ever happen?"

Slut that I am! Smiley And how she just slips it in there at the end. I want to slip that into things I say now. Well, until next time, slut that I am!

January 3rd Reading

I continued with the Iliad yesterday and ended up reading 26 pages for the day (pages 94-119)! I'm happy because that's the most pages read in a day this year (I was at 20 and 17 the other two days), so I'm inching up.

Still not the 37 pages a day I need to meet my goal by year's end. So by the 3rd 111 pages would have me perfectly on track, and I'm at 63 pages so far, so 63/111. I need to read those extra 48 pages somewhere, and if I read 85 pages today (37 for the daily goal plus extra 48) I'll be caught up. Wish me luck for today! :)

Iliad is still good, though a few things confuse me that I'll wait til later to look up (I noted them), such as it saying in book 2 that they've been there nine years? Geez. Also, it goes into a Bible-like description of the various important people of both armies and where they're all from which is pages and pages of just random names basically so kind of snooze-inducing, but it's getting back on track after that.

Currently reading:

Black Rain - 20/268 pages total (I've read pages 11-30)
Iliad - 43/645 pages total (I've read pages 77-119)